Reflection: EDEP 823: Research in Educational Psychology: Sequence I I
feel that the sequence courses were the most
valuable in my academic career. I was very excited to develop and
implement my
own study on a topic that was personally interesting to me. I chose to
examine
stereotypes and how it impacted student self-regulation and
achievement.
Although I do have experience designing studies, the process of
actually
developing and carrying out my own study from scratch was very
difficult. In
fact, I became very overwhelmed while developing the theoretical
framework of
my study. At the time, I was just beginning to look deeper into
stereotypes and
because of my lack of knowledge about stereotypes, I was basically
trying to
develop a theory that had already been done. Specifically, I wanted to
see if
student identification and knowledge of stereotypes pertaining to their
ethnic
or gender group would impact their academic motivation or engagement in
self-regulation processes. In order for me to examine this, I needed to
first
create a measure. Amidst my frustration, I almost gave up on this idea
for
practical reasons. However, while browsing PsycInfo,
I stumbled onto an article about stigma
consciousness and
stereotype internalization. I became very frustrated that I was trying
so hard
to conceptualize an idea that had already been conceptualized, but
relieved at
the same time because I can expand on their ideas and use the validated
measure.
|